I’m going to be honest with you. I’m extremely emotionally unstable right now. These past few months have been the worst of my life. I’ve been broken even when I was most vulnerable, which I didn’t even think was possible. I can be a real handful at times…
But all I’m asking for is a little bit…
Until I see my girlfriend. UGH. <3
I’m traveling 10 hours to see my girlfriend for the first time and my only response is: I’m 19, I’m not getting any younger, I’m slowly losing my life every second and driving 10 hours too see someone I’m in love with, even if it doesn’t work out, I don’t care. When am I ever going to get this chance to be free and do what I want? Sooner or later, I’ll be old and work at a job that I won’t have fun at and i’ll spend my days going home to an empty apartment, eating Microwave dinners for the rest of my life. It’s better to let me rebel, go crazy, be irresponsible and break shit while I can.
He just looked at me and said Stay safe.
I have this need to get a ‘yolo’ tattoo, to remind me that I only live once. ~
18 more hardworking days until i get to see my beautiful girlfriend. Ugh, come on. Move quicker!! :/
